I hurt myself today, to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away, but I remember everything
what have I become, my sweetest friend?
everyone I know, goes away in the end
you could have it all, my empire of dirt
I will let you down, I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of shit, on my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts, I cannot repair
beneath the stain of time, the feelings disappear
you are someone else, I am still right here
what have I become, my sweetest friend?
everyone I know, goes away in the end
you could have it all, my empire of dirt
I will let you down, I will make you hurt
if I could start again, a million miles away
I would keep myself, I would find a way